My F.R.I.E.N.D.S ^O^flyin'with u guys' laughters

FUCK YOU Temptations!!!!!!!

FUCK YOU!!

现在不是弯弯些多流行这样写文章的嘛~ 写两三个字空你妈十多行~

来~！

埋葬，

我的，（哦，不对，应该说成“偶” ）

青春




啊~~~！！！

人们~

啊！！

时间~

啊~

如，

那流水


去了~~



我日，老子也可以写3~多有诗意的，给是嘛~

真的哦，来埋葬了我的青春吧。20了，20了！！再也不是青少年了~ what adolescence, what teenage years~  fuckers all left me~
after all.
以前小时侯觉得20岁的人是应该出社会的人。不是那种随随便便的出社会，而是真的在外面能养活自己。 虽然提早了两三年开始这种生活，但我觉得过去几年自己把自己养的还不错，至少还扳到在3~嘿嘿。

就是觉得少了很多很多东西，目标里面存在的好多没有实现得到的东西。 还没有资格切挣理想中的那么多钱。现在滴点都不稳定，还是在为了滴点小数目每个月烦的要死~ working like this,like everything I make is for my rent, for all the bills is soo so so boring and stresses the shit outta me everyday~
 

哪个想的到，原来以前十几岁的时候生活才叫无忧无滤，每天没的啥子事还鼓捣找点事来烦恼， 现在想起真的是吃饱了！   现在的小娃娃还是嘛！ 滴点大一天到黑在那 PO些 对人生冷淡，无味，很空虚，很灰暗~！我日你13，4岁你空虚锤子，你啥子时候饱满过嘛？ 你无味嘛个人爬回切包口盐巴3~真的是！
哎~

didn't mean to be resentful~ bite me~

20岁的生日，啥子都没的~啥子都没变，以前每年都觉得这天是我最要不完，最不得了的，最奇迹的一天。地球还不是转的笑喜了，人家晓得还不是自己过自己的生活。哪个理你嘛~
啥子都没的，但是还好有我昂贵的朋友们，这点让我非常庆幸~晓得自己有那么多爱我的人儿门，我一点也不失败，虽然也不够成功。

所以20岁生日有啥子愿望的话，那就是希望我20年后还有这些昂贵的朋友，还有家人身体健康，不要为我担心~妈妈心情愉快！！

我爱死你了我的妈！！！

妹娘，二天嫁不脱不如就嫁给我算了，反正安全，也可以给我做掩护3~我也不晓得何出此言，可能最近很想你嘛，你人太好了~~其他男人还要欺骗你，说不定还要伤害你的，我只安全~！！ 哈哈哈哈~  眉娘~我好想你哦~ 记到我的肌肉男哈，我不喜欢太光身的哈，要有毛的！！

生日快乐~勒娃儿~

She's been miss American dream since she was seventeen,
which singer(in the world) would like to shamelessly dare to compare with her!
She's been Miss bad media karma full of drama,
you wanna compare your sadly little news to her countless "extra extra this just in"?
she's been lifestyles of rich and famous,
she's been that biggest seller who (according to the several cocky obnoxius/much more uglier singers who think themselves have the most amazing voices)can't sing. So please, give a definition of "can sing"!

Turning on VMA, saying: " oh my god, she's too fat!"
Bitches how about you go and have 2 babies and trying to look like Kate fucking Moss!!

feel free to critisize her, feel free to hate her! Feel free to gossip that she's too big while her singles are hitting the top charts!
But like it or not the world
Britney Spears is back!!!!

“又”更新了~ 一年过后。。。终于可以PO了

这一年要说有啥子特别好说的~也就是从睡别个的沙发MOVE了到享受自己的Queen size bed~
感觉是不错，但是说实话少了那种”家“的感觉。 真的是在飞机这儿住的太舒服了。连打扫整理起来都很舒服~
不然我也不会凌晨一两点的时候还在这儿打这篇文章~ 要回切的时候老是没的要回家的感觉，连打扫起来也没的在飞机那儿那种感觉。
对，这就叫犯贱。（By the way, it reminds me to thank Fei for shopping for furniture with me, it was fun)
一直都觉得自己多独立的，但是搬出切了才觉得being alone sucks fucking ass~ 是，在这儿非常的挤，每天都睡的沙发，时不时要吵下驾，还要时不时的洗碗打扫。但是就是因为这些才让我觉得有 “家”的感觉。新房子好是好，一个人住又没的飞机来管来管切的，但是每天还是想往这边跑，哎~Again~犯贱！但是睡沙发的那个时候是我最有 “家”的时候。

08最震撼我的就是without a doubt~陈冠希~ 的新闻吧~ 震撼的我凌晨4点过跑到飞机这儿来看照片~
看到过后 三个字： 吓疼了！！ 再三个字： OH MY GOD！！
张百只的毛一根一根的，阿娇的毛一根一根的。陈文远给他口交的时候表情那个淫荡！！ Shocking~! but you know whatelse is as shocking? His penis size~ I mean talk about small! Come on~ at least photo shop it after you're done taking them~ somebody go help the brother! Male Enhancement??? I just saw the commercial, I'll give your manager the number!!
不要搞错了，我非常的喜欢他，觉得他帅到不行~ But let's be honest~ the bro's let a lot girls and gays down with those pics with his dick in. 哎~ 又一个巨星倒了，这次还拉扯了那么多其他的巨星（一些啦） 至少Britney Spears不那么孤单了（如果她晓得在大洋彼岸还有个明星比她还惨的话~） 不要又搞错了，I love her too~ much more than Edison and i think she has a better chance to make a come back more than anybody~but the girl needs to get rid of the paparazzi that's been following her 24/7.

还有标题说到的，这个春假-New York baby~ I know to some it's not a big deal, but hell yeah it means a world to me. Although it make me sound sad~ but who gives a fuck of what people think, I am PSYCHED！！！特别鸣谢：飞机。who made it possible. 我会带礼物的，杂可能把你忘了嘛，刚刚才在你的SPACE上抄了地址。 曾经说过要一起切的，so I will make this trip like you're with me. It's dream we have once upon a time, I still believe it will happen, Ok? So for cheesy's sake, don't give it up.

今年中国大雪~希望家人穿的暖暖的~过一个好年~

情人节快乐，大家~if you got one, have fun. if you don't , then..have fun with yourself like what I'm doing.
But still, for prayers: St. Valentine~ give me a hottie~ hopefully as hot as the one I had two weeks ago, Amen!

You Are My Sunshine

When there's no place like home.  Yeah, didn't really know what the hell whoever said this cliche
was thinking. That was until I said then when finally this lost little kid( Michael's expression on me) flew back again. "Glamorously Entertaining" is what I use to describe Chengdu. I mean it~ like Sonic my home is even sweeter after midnight!! 2 years was not short, not if you were stuck in a tiny little town in the boonducks of the " Show me " state!
(Warning: the following words are highly cheesy. The readers are suggested having strong stomach/heart conditions)
I love my city with passion. Chengdu has this hypnotizing magic that makes you think it's always glowing shine 24/7. As to some people, it's even shinier and sweeter after midnight， those who crave for night life. Countless clubs, Ktvs, cabs, restaurants that never close.
When people asked me how it felt coming home, I can honestly say "like I never left."
Seriously what's there to be left behind? Family is still that family that loves and spoils me unconditionallly. Friends are still the friends that stand by me. No matter when you have been, you still came back for me.
How far is Finland? To me it's just a smile away, a " I fucking missed you" away.Cos I know you never really left.
How far is China from USA? It's just a hug and a mean joke on each other away.
far enough to give us time to remember, relaugh and recherish the silly little things we did before and still so damn proud today. Yet it feels you are just so close. Close enough to prove we still have each other, that you are the biggest part of this 19 year old life, that you are all my sweet sunshine!!

Tanning Tanning


There probably I got too much sunshine back home and apparently the things I wore were not see-through enough for the sun to shine evenly on my "little muscle" body( I've been working out, bite me). I got back and found SERIOUS Tan lines on my shoulders and my legs were pale~ UUUUgly. So for the very first time since my life was established I went Tanning. Or the way I put it "painless human BBQ." Painless~~ was until I got burned after the second time. I didn't go back to that tanning salon for a good three days after the sweet razor-hurt-like-a-bitch sensation went away. Weird feeling lying on that seriously medical-use-looking tanning bed naked, it's like I am about to be studied by a bunch of white coats with writing board on there hands and they start to...  shit ~sorry, that was my fantasy. lol I am on fire!!  But it did make my tan lines go away and I look awesome! Thanks for reading.(normally 3 to 4 people but I am grateful).

 
Two weeks ago, my carelessness caused me to make a terrible/ unforgivable mistake of my life--- I lost my First Prada Sunglasses in Callaway bank.  I can't even stand the thought that my babies could be worn by some nasty skanky right now.  I am in pain right now, both mentally and physiologically!  I know there's nobody to blame except for me ( FeiYOU!!) at this point.
It's like losing my only child except that you can always make more children but Prada only makes one pair of those sunglasses!~!  God, please~ I will even convert myself to morman if you can give my babies back!!!!  Everybody please mourn with me--- They were so beautiful!

He has a bad habit.

He likes to say "fuck it" whenever he has anything that's too complicated for him to think or deal with.

It's like those problems are gonna just disappear by themselves if he just

doesn't deal with them and say" fuck it, whatever."

So he said "fuck it, whatever" when he can't find his pants, so he walks into the bathroom in his underwear.

He said "fuck it, whatever" when his computer doesn't work, so he doesn't write his paper.

He said "fuck it, whatever" when doesn't get what the professor is talking about, so he walks out the classroom.

From the very very first beginning, he woke me up every morning so I wouldn't be late for class.

From the very very first beginning, he said "Morning Sunshine" before I even opened my eyes.

But he has a bad habit.

He likes to say "fuck it" whenever he has anything that's too complicated to think or deal with.

So he said" fuck it, whatever" when I told him I can't spend the night cos I have to do homework, so he told me the next day I

can't spend the night cos he has to do homework.

He said "fuck it, whatever" when he heard there was someone else in my room after the party, so he makes sure I hear from

somebody he had another someone in his room the next night.

The worst of all, he said "fuck it, whatever" when he can't figure out what it was he wanted us to be,

so we stayed friends.


He has a bad habit.

He likes to say "fuck it" whenever he has anything that's too complicated for him to think or deal with.

It's like those memories and I are just gonna disappear by ourselves if he just

doesn't deal with them and say" fuck it, whatever".

So I told myself " A fling is just a fling. FUCK IT, WHATEVER."