Two weeks ago, my carelessness caused me to make a terrible/ unforgivable mistake of my life--- I lost my First Prada Sunglasses in Callaway bank.  I can't even stand the thought that my babies could be worn by some nasty skanky right now.  I am in pain right now, both mentally and physiologically!  I know there's nobody to blame except for me ( FeiYOU!!) at this point.
It's like losing my only child except that you can always make more children but Prada only makes one pair of those sunglasses!~!  God, please~ I will even convert myself to morman if you can give my babies back!!!!  Everybody please mourn with me--- They were so beautiful!

He has a bad habit.

He likes to say "fuck it" whenever he has anything that's too complicated for him to think or deal with.

It's like those problems are gonna just disappear by themselves if he just

doesn't deal with them and say" fuck it, whatever."

So he said "fuck it, whatever" when he can't find his pants, so he walks into the bathroom in his underwear.

He said "fuck it, whatever" when his computer doesn't work, so he doesn't write his paper.

He said "fuck it, whatever" when doesn't get what the professor is talking about, so he walks out the classroom.

From the very very first beginning, he woke me up every morning so I wouldn't be late for class.

From the very very first beginning, he said "Morning Sunshine" before I even opened my eyes.

But he has a bad habit.

He likes to say "fuck it" whenever he has anything that's too complicated to think or deal with.

So he said" fuck it, whatever" when I told him I can't spend the night cos I have to do homework, so he told me the next day I

can't spend the night cos he has to do homework.

He said "fuck it, whatever" when he heard there was someone else in my room after the party, so he makes sure I hear from

somebody he had another someone in his room the next night.

The worst of all, he said "fuck it, whatever" when he can't figure out what it was he wanted us to be,

so we stayed friends.


He has a bad habit.

He likes to say "fuck it" whenever he has anything that's too complicated for him to think or deal with.

It's like those memories and I are just gonna disappear by ourselves if he just

doesn't deal with them and say" fuck it, whatever".

So I told myself " A fling is just a fling. FUCK IT, WHATEVER."

Everybody was like:   OH MY GOD, how was your Easter???

I am like:  I got wasted in the house cos there was a party!

They are like: Oh, so you didn't spend with your family??

I'm like:  My family's in China and they don't celebrate Easter!

They're like: Oh, i am sorry.

I'm like: I am not, I had fun drinking and party with my friends.

They're like: ... Great~~

I'm like rolling my eyes: Yeah, I think so too!


Easter-----  the day Jesus Christ got reborn. It celebrates the resurrection of Jesus, which Christians believe occurred on the third day of his death by crucifixion some time in the period AD 27 to 33.

Me------ Atheist, in the absence of belief in the existence of God or other deities like JESUS CHRIST.


On Easter,the celebration of Easter extends beyond the church. Since its origins, it has been a time of celebration and feasting.

Today it is commercially important, seeing wide sales of greeting cards and confectionery such as chocolate Easter eggs,

marshmallow bunnies, Peeps, and jelly beans.


On Easter,  the celebration of my choice includes attending the Mafia party and played beer pong with my friends; circle of

death. Normally on a day like this, I end up wasted my ass off.


So , em.... life is awesome because what you make it!

and there's not reason and no point of this diary...